My name is Nurul Anisah bte Ngadiman

Love is killed, smile is antidote

smile can cure any disease and make our life brighter ! yuhuuuu .. make your life beautiful because it can make you more beautiful .. think positive and be more open minded .. don't stressed your life and make a healthy life .. by the way, my name is like I typed there .. In malacca, they call me anis while in Johore, they call me nisa .. I prefer use both name so u all can call me whatever as long as it nice to heard .. My life is so complicated .. my principle, don't bother  your study with your personal problem .. put away your personal thinking when study .. let it flew through the air .. make your life simple and nice :)

as a human, nobody can regardless from problems right ?? same with me .. so many problem have, so many conflict have and I feel like want to die .. Astagfirullahalazim .. quickly express  yourself if you think about that .. tested that given by Allah is for our goodness .. He want us learn how to life in difficult way .. every problems have it own solution .. Alhamdulillah, I can through it with iman .. that is my strength .. Allah is the Great .. 

Anis..... some of kindly simple name which means soft but behind there has its high strength .. to be someone like me is not easy as people can see .. no one knows my problems .. they only know when I told them .. my friends always call me 'sayur' because I'm quite soft enough .. people bullied me as they like .. so do I care ?? they can do whatever they want do but when my patience more than the limit, here you go .. you will regret .. hahahahahhaa .. 

I love making friends and travel around the world .. If I have much money, i want travel one Malaysia and I love Paris .. Eiffel Tower is my dream .. but I know, I can't go there as reason I'm not feeling well .. there's something I keep  a long time ago .. what I know, I want make everyone proud of me when I was gone .. hey girls ! I miss u all damn much .. lets set a date ..love u all .. don't forget me k .. I will miss them inside of my heart .. because of them I still alive here ..

anis is my nickname .. nisa is my nickname too .. I love that name .. I want be a good girl ..for you, I'll survive .. I hope you will happy then :)

-missing miss-

When I Be Someone :)

In this world, I was born in a good family .. my mom so fierce, my dad so kind .. I'm grateful born in this family .. when I was small, my life not as rich as now .. but my dad never disappointed me with his eager want his family life easily and happy .. I love when my dad pamper me since I was young until now .. mom and dad are my everything .. when someone told bad about my family, I'll punch them .. they deserve that kick from me .. I had that idiot thing  happen .. sorry for those who got punch and slap from me .. serve your right ! when I was in standard school, my friends like insult me .. they always said I'm a chicken seller .. so, am I care ! as long as it is HALAL against ALLAH'S rule ..just go to hell with your stupid statement dude ! finally what he get from me, a slap from me with full of my energy .. hahahahhahahaa .. I love when you look surprised .. so cute you know .. like chic ! 

when I was in primary school, urghhhh ! I hate my primary school .. doesn't like it !!!!!

now I'm study in University .. Praise to Allah, I be a student again .. thanks to my parents always pray for my success and I'll make sure they will proud of me one day with my graduation .. huuuaaaa !! I love them much3 ... no boys, no love, no cry .. I want be myself .. daddy and mummy, don't forget to search my Mr. Right .. hihiii .. I hope our life will be happy forever and ever until Jannah .. Insyaallah .. and I will be a good daughter of En. Ngadiman and Pn. Hasimahyon .. 

-THE END-

SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW ..

... wish u were here ...

I wish u were here with me today, tonight, tomorrow, now and forever .. I have waited for you for the longest time and I wish we will had happy ending .. I don't know my feeling towards you .. I don't know why I eagerly want you .. It is I'm crazy of you ?? I don't know .. I'm confuse right now .. What are your feeling towards me ?? Am I that u love ?? I really love you .. But I can't tell you .. I know u love somebody else .. 

From now, I'll always waiting for you even one day I'll hurt .. I always pray that u'll be mine  one fine day .. I wanna be happy with you forever until Jannah .. U know my heart always  want u be my side .. make me smile is your passion .. When u don't pick up my phone , answer my messages, I feel lonely , lost and sad .. Why should I had that feeling ?? I don't understand about this feeling .. I couldn't find the answer ..

Hope is my last wish .. hope that u'll find me in your heart sooner or later .. I'll wait for you .. someone that I love deep in my heart ..

Ya Allah,aq bersyukur ..

        Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Semua :)
Bersyukur kita masih lagi bernyawa di dunia ini .. masih mampu menyambut bulan penuh kesyukuran bersama yang tersayang .. tentulah ibu bapa kita gembira dapat sambut puasa sama-II anak-anaknya .. itulah ayah saya .. walaupun sibuk,dia tetap jemput saya kat UITM MELAKA ptg td .. memg tharu gler la .. sbb ibu imform td ibu yang akan jemput sy sbb ayah busy tp x sangka la ayh pon ada skali .. happy sgt3 .. terima kasih ayah .. 


Di bulan yg pnuh mulia ini,sy nak mohon maaf kalau ada buat salah dalam sedar atau pon x kan .. manusia sentiasa buat silap .. maafkan kite ye .. ngee~~ smoga mndpt berkat dr Allah .. aminn ..

pahit mana kesakitan itu akan aq telan :)

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku , jika ini senyuman terakhir aku , biarlah menjadi senyuman yg terakhir buat tatapan sahabat yg paling aq sayangi serta ahli keluargaku .. sesungguhnye aku tak mampu menolak segala ketentuan yg telah ditakdirkan utkku .. :(

Senyuman ini khas untuk korunk sume :) aq syg korunk ketat2 .. aq mara korunk sbb aq syg .. aq tegur korunk sbb aq nk btolkan keadaan .. slama aq hdup , ade pahit ade manisnye .. yg pahit aq telan yg manis aq bt kenangan .. kdg2 aq asik tpkir , da smpai ke ajal aq ni ? ye , waktu utk aq da singkat .. tp aq slalu bdoa smoga Allah pnjgkan umur aq .. ramai org cakap aq pmpuan yg kuat tp hati aq lembut kdg2 .. mencintai die dlm hdup aq mrupakan 1 kesalahan .. tp aq redha .. cinta aq ikhlas utk org yg benar2 nak bkenalan dgn aq :)

Aq syg semua kawan2 aq , always by my side .. korunk , aq minta maaf klu ade sketkn aty korunk .. aq x sengaja .. aq nak jge korunk , aq xnk korunk tersesat .. nak enjoy , enjoy la tp jge batas .. remember , Allah see what we do .. nasihat terakhir aq , korunk take care and jgn percaya sgt pd lelaki and cinta .. be wiser and matured .. aq doakan kebhagiaan korunk sume .. sorry klu ade bt korunk cdey ..

For him that I admire secretly , I love u so much .. walaupon kaw x tau aq cintakan kaw tp ckup la kaw tau ptama kali aq jmpe ko aq suke cara kaw .. aq tau kaw playboy tp suatu ary nanti ko pasti akan berubah .. Thanks utk sgala kbhagiaan and kegembiraan yg kaw bg kat aq .. aq hargai sgt2 .. setiap detik kite kluar bersama , aq sematkan dlm hati .. smoga kaw mndapat jdoh yg baik2 .. :) aq syg ko ..

walaupon hati aq hncur sbb cinta , aq kecewa , aq merana , aq x pna hukum lelaki .. seriously aq x pandai mainkn perasaan org .. biarla aq cdey asalkan die bhagia .. sbb cinta itu suci .. x bek di buat permainan ..

kembali sengeh :)

Holaaa .. sudah lama itew x update blog .. yippey .. sudah lama mendiamkan diri .. menenangkn aty and perasaan .. and now , I'm kembali sengeh :)) triple like3 ...

orite , pic ni time dlm kete otw nak ke kuala selangor .. jauh perjalanan .. so bosan2 ue kuarkan camera and snap ! I'm so happy now .. Bless to Allah .. Alhamdulillah ..

selepas crush , bhong sgt la aq x frust .. frust menonggeng ue .. hahahahaa .. lepas clas ue , die xcident .. not my fault k .. its all about himself .. thanks time clash ue kaw maki2 aq :)) .. see , balasan ! da2 mls na cite pasal die .. mkin benci aq .. rite , smbung crita .. aq ade lawt die tp die mcm xnk tgk aq jer so aq wt bdo la .. thats my last day meet him .. yeah ! pomis pasni xnk jmpe ag da .. bnci sgt3 .. and the next week , aq g KL wit my fwenz Qila .. time clash ary sbtu ue aq kat KL gak .. balik cni dpt call die xcident .. sentap jgk la .. haahaahaa ..

hari-hariku kat KL memg best .. byk tempat la pg .. shopping ag .. hehehehe .. awesome !! byk gak aq bli .. kih3 .. oleh krana pas clash aq byk g jln2 , aq x frust sgt la .. ditemani lg dgn someone yg da lame adore aq .. oh ! so sweet .. everytime he say I like u 4 a long time and I love u and I miss u .. aq x brani nak kate pape tp aq da jtuh ati pd die .. siape die ?? secret .. wlaupon aq slalu maki2 die , die setia temani aq .. plik kn .. hehehee .. klu ade jdoh , ktaorg akan nikah .. doakn jela .. amin .. (die x nsem pon .. sumpah!)

and now , my life more happier and happiest .. tp kite x leh suke sgt .. mcm2 leh jd .. yg bleh aq ckp , aq da fobia cinta .. ceewaaahhh !! maybe korunk akn npak aq kuar ngn rmi org .. tp dlm rmi2 ue , slh seorg adelah 'die' .. yeah ! so senyum slalu .. :)))

Broken Hearts

Assalamualaikum ,

Aryni aq ingt nak kongsi crita cdey ni . truthly i'm down now . aq x tau na wtpe ag da . mgkin sumenye akn berakhir kt cni . yes ! aq akn tingglkan sumenye kt cni . bersama kenangan kite bersama . aq syg korunk sume . walaupon aq pergi , aq tetp syg korunk . korunk jgn cdey k ble aq pg . sbgai hamba Allah , kite kne ikhlas .

kesedihan aq yg ptama , kehilangn cnta . aq syg sgt die . tp mgkin x ade jdoh . aq da redha dr awl . xnk cite byk sgt pasl ue . kesedihan yg kedua , aq spm tnpa ibu kat sisi sbb jge atok yg sdg sket kt hospital . tp x pla . t ade macek aq blik jge ktaorg plak . nseb baekk . hehehee . kesedihan yg ketiga , aq pon xtau . knape ek org hnye tahu menghukum tnpa mndgr crita sbenar ?? aq cdey gle ngn situasi ni .

bleh x aq nak berubah ?? tgula naty . aryni xde mood na story . t da ade mood kite jmpe lg . daaaaa